Desiree Nicole

✨self-care for the soul ✨

Hey There!
Finding yourself is not really how it works. You aren’t a ten-dollar bill in last winter’s coat pocket. You are also not lost. Your true self is right here, buried under cultural conditioning, other people’s opinions and inaccurate conclusions you drew as a kid that became your beliefs about who you are. 'Finding yourself' is actually returning to yourself. An unlearning, an excavation, a remembering who you were before the world got its hands on you" -Emily McDowell

You're Doing Amazing Sweetie! (Tarot, Spirituality, God, Angels)

Last week, I turned twenty-three and thinking about these past few years, I couldn't be more grateful. I have accomplished so much over the years, from overcoming mental challenges to upgrading my skills in my career. I am pleased to say that I am extremely happy.  Did you gasp?! I am under the impression that, because there is so much (self) destruction out there in the world, being happy seems like a privilege. In reality, it's your mindset. Your words, thoughts, who you hang out with, and your environment is what contributes to these negative feelings.  

In November 2017, I developed an interest in tarot readings. It wasn't until Summer 2018 when I decided to buy my first deck, which happened to be the Kawaii Tarot. I don't exactly know why I was drawn to tarot readings, but for the most part, I pinned it on my eccentric Aquarius traits. But understanding it now, God and the universe has a funny way of piecing things together.  

As I mentioned in my What I'm Expecting in 2019 video, I wanted to focus on character development, I wanted to focus on self-love. Like clockwork, I discovered pick a card tarot reading videos via YouTube which helped me discover subliminal videos. These videos contained positive affirmations. The more I listened to them, the more my subconscious began to pick up these positive thoughts. At this point, my mindset was in a completely different space. I began feeling more positive and happier. I even started scripting, which is a book of manifestation, which is considered the law of attraction. In other words, everything is vibration. You get what you put out there in the universe. If you constantly think negatively, you will live it. The mind is such a powerful tool, so it's best to utilize it in a more positive and productive way.

Along this new journey, I have developed a closer connection to God and my guardian angels. The more I used tarot cards, the stronger my intuition became. It grew stronger once I started doing free readings for my friends and as time went on, I noticed number synchronicities. This meant that the guardian angels were trying to communicate with me. I kept seeing the numbers 222 and it meant, "Angel Number 222 is also reminding you to keep up the good work you are doing, as the evidence of your manifestations are coming to fruition. Angel Number 222 is a message of faith and trust from your angels. Remember that nothing happens by chance and everything happens for a reason. Maintain a positive attitude and you will find that everything will have positive results and you will receive abundant blessings in Divine right timing" (Joanne Walmsley). It wasn't until later on that I discovered that my life purpose was to help others. I was assigned the role of a lightworker to help others find their Divine path here on Earth through tarot and oracle readings. Though I'm still new to this and learning more about my new skills, I am genuinely happy. I wouldn't want this any other way. I want to be able to inspire others, I mean I did create this blog. Being more in tune with myself and what my purpose is, is just a bonus!